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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Fickle Flower

–adjective 1. likely to change, esp. due to caprice, irresolution, or instability; casually changeable: fickle weather.

Why do we pretend to be who we want to be? Come on, we all want everyone to love us...but why? Don't you think that means "fitting in with society?" Life shouldn't run you down and you shouldn't be fake. People change like the seasons...we all need to discover the question "why."

You learn from your mistakes, but you have to live them not be TOLD how to avoid them....

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Mixing Isn't Just for Drinks....

(Inspired by Lil Billy)

What are your thoughts on our Country verses China/Africa/etc.??? As we sit around and contemplate why the good ole U.S. of A. has so many issues, Mr. McGee states that we are a country of a lot of different people. Mixers is the term we will use. Why is it when you go to China you only see a Chinese with a Chinese? On a side note, if the Chinese eat so much rice, why are they so dern skinny? When you visit Mexico, Mexicans are with Mexicans..and so forth. Well as we have been enlightened by tonights conversation, we have quite a few "mixers" in USA. Nothing is wrong with finding love or being a free country, but I am begining to believe "mixing" may be the core reason we are a target for concern. We welcome everyone with open arms who in turn take advantage. To a certain extent. Instead of USA, lets now refer to our country as "The Melting Pot." A little of this and a little of that all scattered about. We should be uniformed and organized, the way we want our personal & work life to be.

Honestly, however you fancy your ordeal life to be is how it should be. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion with the understanding that all humans have one. Opinions are like ass holes. It is respecting each other and their beliefs. That right there is what we must learn and the R-E-S-P-E-C-T, "find out what it means to me" (and you) before we judge.

Back to the controversey, only we can make a difference. "Stick together as people," Lil Billy. He, Lil Billy, will be the next greatist philosoper of all times...well, one that really makes you think.

Monday, December 21, 2009


No one struggles in your web.

Why Do They Always Put Holes In Crackers?

...Who is "they?" If you soak a rasin in water will it go back to being a grape? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? Where do you get your sense of direction and how do you know when you aren't making the "wrong" decision? Do you go with your heart of your gut? I mean now a-days with fast food everyone's gut is getting pretty big, but do you know when you are making the right decision? Who cares as long as you can feel it's right. Why have to or feel the need to explain ones self? Go for what you want. NOW.

It is all good when you let it yourself and let it flow. You wont ever realize how far you can get until you let go of being "comfortable." Stability is not everything that it seems. Take that chance and walk away, to DO things...Grab it and hold on to what it is you want, your dreams and goals...DO THINGS!!!! MAKE IT HAPPEN! Only YOU have the power. Live your life to the fullest.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Rock Pearls Straight Out the Oyster

I want more than I can take...until I start to ache. Bite more than you can chew and chew as fast as you can, says my personal horoscope profile. After the work hours, the morning still comes, but if you turn out the light....follow me and see all my dreams. The world IS quite what it seems. (Natalie Furtado) This girl, moi, is a "fickle flower" and is "searching for things she can not find. Running and running, catch up with me life." What are you in search of? The question of the day has been how old I am and why am I still single. What is single? I have a job that I'm married to, a wonderful family and 1 best friend that I have dedicated all my life and heart to. It may not be that picket fence story, but it's MY fairy tale. I could change, but I'm dancing to a different beat. Being different will never fail you since there are no foot steps to follow in. Find your own way just like you find your own beat and 2 step to your favorite song. Make an impression on not only your life, but someone elses.

You know when you call a place of business and on the other end you can sense that uneasy/hate my job feeling? Well, when you pick up the phone...look in the mirror and smile. The receiver will feel it and "see" it.

Have you final say...that is your opinion. It's the perfect, ultimate fight for me. You say "No" and "Don't fail...." makes me succeed that much more. Comments like that do get to me, but karma is so beautiful. In fact, I'm thinking of giving that name to my baby girl.

Rock out with no doubts...straight out the oyster. Tear the rearview mirror out and don't look back. Do your thing, YOUR way.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Is this mic on?

Better yet, where has my time gone? Oh, now I remember...moving, new job and picking back up the pieces to this so called life. "Never play leap frog with a unicorn." And have some faith.
A little confidence goes a long way. So does getting away from poison. In the words of Monica, "don't tell me a lie, tell me the truth." Take it how you want it. MJ said, "live your life and be responsible..." Keep that head up-

I guess this post is vague, but that's the best thing about an imagination and "what if's" of life. Take it how it best fits with you. Damn, I feel like my Daddy. Preaching. Having Daddy/Daughter dinner night, it made me think...for 3 days. (I take that back because I have a million trillion thoughts going thru my head every milli second.) He mentioned an event from the past that I never thought he knew about- still don't know how to react or respond. What I do know is that I will forever be thankful of the life that has been chosen for me. Where ever it has been and what it holds for me in the future. Great family, great family and I wake up everyday ready to tackle what is in store for me at every given moment. Doors opening are nothing but opportunities....MADE and PUT IN FRONT OF YOU FOR A REASON. Its your choice to take it or leave it. Change is scary, but wouldn't you regret if you never took a chance? Maybe not regret, but gahlee...BO-RINGGGG!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

wanna play?

Can someone tell me what it takes to be accepted? Better yet how you feel that everyone accepts you? That is the biggest joke. There are over 4 BILLION humans on this Earth...if everyone accepts, I would like to make an ass out of you and me and assume you play every card you are dealt to the fullest. Not everyone gets along with everyone, unless you are unique like me of course...but when do you make the final decision you aren't scared to "throw it under the bus" and "wash your hands" of a past experience? A wonderful, great, opened many a door, made a "2nd family," hate to go so much you've been in tears for hours over it...
Being a push over is like having a softer side, being a bitch is being strong and standing up for yourself and beliefs or what you know is is NOT a rehearsal nor a test. You get one and no one should settle.
*Love with no hands (no comment other than hands=judgment)
*Run from negativity and people you attempt to make happy and happy EVERYDAY. They take your butterflies and spark away after a while.
*Promises can always be broken. If not call Judge Judy and she may can help. LMFAO.
*if you don't speak your will......
Its vomit of the mouth! Be loved and if you are hated don't have a care or worry. There is no guarantee and you will have everything you need at your fingertips...just know when to accept and use the resources. Karma is a bitch. You can only treat or know the way you wanna be treated. Live the one and only life you have.
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