There was an error in this gadget

Friday, September 18, 2009

very true, yet very sad

Heartbreak brings inspiration. New beginnings and outlooks often begin with a rough ending. Man, I sound like a sap tonight. Tmrw is a brand new day and so like totally ready for it to be here!

What is a Friday Night?!

As I lay on my couch sipping on an iced brewski while testing the batteries in the t.v. remote, I begin to wonder...On my typical Friday night you can find me doing the same damn thing I'm doing tonight (minus the beer). Tonight I'm just a little stressed and have a few things on my mind. 1 being this question: Why is it such an awful thing to be single? The automatic assumption is phrased as, "well what's wrong with you." I recently had a long convo with one of my BF's where she mentioned that she was ready for a relationship. Being single or more appropriately, out of a SERIOUS relationship for 2 years now, why all of a sudden am I wanting to get back out there? I'm perfectly content doing my own thing. Why did our convo all of a sudden make me feel that I'm missing out? My friends, my job, most of all my fam is my life. A partner to me makes me feel like I have someone else to cater to...does this make sense? Sure I want someone to be sitting here with me this very moment to laugh and talk to, then again...life is a playground and I just wanna play. (Not sexually, too many diseases out there) I want someone to be honest and share the same views that a relationship should consist of. Chivalry isn't dead and I'll be damned if I'm going to settle for less than how Daddy and Papa treat(ed) me. I don't have time to teach you how to treat me nor do I have the patience to wait for you to cheat or lie...I can make myself happy. I'm not asking for someone perfect, just someone worth it. Until then, this SWF is enjoying every millisecond of her absolutely marvelous life!

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

It's What You Make It

Life or better yet PEOPLE can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare. Any song can be interpreted many ways by each individual...this one song has my mind wheels spinning...
Scenario- a bully at school and a weakling. Obviously nobody wants to be shoved into a locker and get their lunch $ stolen out their pockets...bit at that age, you give in. The older you get the more you should voice your opinion. There is no right or wrong, its how you feel, what you see and most importantly what you want...why (the age old question) do you keep a 'friendship' with someone that puts you down? THEN be scared to stand up for yourself and loose the true people that are there no matter what. Seeing and believing the good in people is my weakness. Too bad helping and wanting better for friends hurts me in the end. Talk about taking a bite out of crime, just bite me in the ass. I can see right thru you, misery loves company and I'm definitely not getting in the car to that party. Help yourself cause in the end, you're going to be the only one there.