Saturday, March 26, 2011

Just Begun...

Testing, testing...one, two, three.

For some reason I'm feeling quite unsual. Not my normal self. Let me be more specific. Something is off. Slanted. Not missing, but more like a crooked painting hanging on the wall that you keep staring at and want to straighten up. But when you get closer and shift, if you will, the painting there are still those few "steps back" to see if it is indeed straight. But it isn't.

"Step into the picture I paint...Just let it go, give it up and allow yourself to transform." My life can be summed up and sung by Christina Aguilera with a splash of Joss Stone having "jet lag and never left the ground."

Hmmm. As my mind wonders... Come with me...

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Where did I go wrong? Did I go right? Or left? They say not to think it is on the right road just because it is a well beaten path.

All I can hope, dream and wish for is a bush wacker and compass. Oh, and a bottle of svedka to have the guts to take the road not traveled.

Monday, January 3, 2011

talking and itching; to be the one bitching...

i totally owe this to MTV and the Pregnant & 16 Series.

My Daddy never, NEVER let me out after midnight when i was a teen. "Nothing good ever happens after midnight." yep. we all know this. my father, my Daddy/ex-roomie, met my date at the door with a shotgun. it didnt matter if he was 23 seconds late, dude was late. his daughter was late...and you as the driver...carried a responsibility. THE PEOPLE/PARENTS THAT RAISED THEM. what the hell happened to kids, better yet, adults? don't blame it on the water, it damn sure isn't that. i drink water and im 27. wanting kids. still waiting. for the one that can help support that amazing opportunity.

so much more to say....sheesh!

every child, mother, sister, daddy, brother, cousin and HUMAN,,,IS LOVED!

BE WHO YOU ARE AND LOVE WHO YOU ARE...better yet, LOVE YOU and BE YOU.