Friday, September 18, 2009
What is a Friday Night?!
As I lay on my couch sipping on an iced brewski while testing the batteries in the t.v. remote, I begin to wonder...On my typical Friday night you can find me doing the same damn thing I'm doing tonight (minus the beer). Tonight I'm just a little stressed and have a few things on my mind. 1 being this question: Why is it such an awful thing to be single? The automatic assumption is phrased as, "well what's wrong with you." I recently had a long convo with one of my BF's where she mentioned that she was ready for a relationship. Being single or more appropriately, out of a SERIOUS relationship for 2 years now, why all of a sudden am I wanting to get back out there? I'm perfectly content doing my own thing. Why did our convo all of a sudden make me feel that I'm missing out? My friends, my job, most of all my fam is my life. A partner to me makes me feel like I have someone else to cater to...does this make sense? Sure I want someone to be sitting here with me this very moment to laugh and talk to, then again...life is a playground and I just wanna play. (Not sexually, too many diseases out there) I want someone to be honest and share the same views that a relationship should consist of. Chivalry isn't dead and I'll be damned if I'm going to settle for less than how Daddy and Papa treat(ed) me. I don't have time to teach you how to treat me nor do I have the patience to wait for you to cheat or lie...I can make myself happy. I'm not asking for someone perfect, just someone worth it. Until then, this SWF is enjoying every millisecond of her absolutely marvelous life!