Everyone has a bright future, but me, well everything is always bright. So bright in fact, my sunglasses never come off. The sun is always shining & rising. As for some people their sun is ready to set, 24 hours a day. Believe you me, rough days are bitches, but be the bigger bitch and show that rough day who's boss. Lately it seems as though everyone I come in contact with is going having a hard time emotionally and mentally. It definitely puts a toll on your body as well as the others around you. Have you ever just wanted to pull a Jeanie with your hands indian-style, snap your head and blink your eyes to instantly fix whomevers worries? I do. It's not that easy, just like nothing in life is free. My role model is the most positive, inspirational, beautiful, flip-your-mood with the sound of her voice kinda woman. Not only are we best friends, we are a Mother-Daughter team. When she wakes up in the morning her mission for the day is to make a difference in something. Wether it be family, a friend, a neighbor, a cause...
Guess that is where I get it from. Yes, I am selfish when it comes to me. I keep my personal emotions and my heart under lock and key. It kicks me in the arse most of the time, but that is me and how I deal. Leave it alone. Numero uno is making everyone around me smile. We can't please everyone everyday. It's a whirlwind that just takes over, faster than a New York City minute, before we realize being TOO involved in others lives takes time away from "Me Time."
Trust that I enjoy and am honored to be the one, the ear, the shoulder to lean on- DO NOT get it twisted.
Knowing what is right or what is real has been a very difficult concept for me to grasp throughout life. In every aspect. With that being said, I do very much so believe and owe this wonderful, absolutely fabulous, never boring, always exciting and constantly changing life of mine to. Truly blessed indeed.
To make my last blabbing comment...someone that lacks confidence just places all their insecurities on you. When Friend Needy and Friend Makes-You-Doubt-Yourself walk in thru the door, run like hell. It has been a proven fact that your gut never lies. Don't doubt yourself, doubt everyone else. Happiness comes from within and only you can spread it to the outside. Stay true to yourself. I know what makes me happy and if you have a problem with the way I deal, act, ultimately who I am- the mat outside my door goes both ways. You were welcome to come into this maaaavelous world I live in and you are more than welcome to walk the hell out.
